Merry Christmas all you fellow bloggers!
I have some thoughts about this Christmas. It's been a little weird this year and I have not been able to get into the swing of things. Getting a Christmas tree helped but unfortunately things keep getting in the way which are preventing me from enjoying this joyous time of year. I was supposed to see my family the weekend before Christmas to celebrate the birth of Ollie and then to celebrate the birth of our Lord. But a broken down car shot down all those hopes. I was pretty grumpy for awhile. Not knowing when I'll see my family next breaks my heart. I knew that being away from them for the actual day would be hard. Missing out on traditions, missing out on seeing their faces as they open their gifts, and just plain missing my family. The thought of being with them the week before was comforting...now I feel like Christmas is just not happening.
I'm getting more into the Christmas mood. We have lights up and stockings hung. Christmas presents fill the space under the tree. And I am excited to work in some Adams family traditions and to start one of our own. But I know come Christmas morning I'll miss waking up early, opening up stockings, sitting in our assigned seating, opening presents up one by one, seeing the faces of my family who works hard all year long to relax and receive gifts that they'd never get themselves (save for Stephen who we have to tell NOT to buy certain things before Christmas). It won't be the same. I'm not going to sit here and pretend that I won't be bummed. I love my in-laws and I know that being with his family is important to Brand, but I just can't quite get there....
Also, just to let you know, I am currently working on my next picture of the day blog. I have SO many pictures in one blog that it's hard to organize them in order on my teeny computer screen so once I've stolen Brand's I'll finally publish it.